Its weird that im now being a mother.
Basically im just a kid having a kid.
I still run around being whiny and all,
which irritates john very much.
Whats life gonna be like after?
But now I forsee that it becomes mundane, forgone vacations,
no more parties and then it turns to lifeless.
Everything revolves around the kid. Right?
Kids do bring joy.
So maybe they'll make up for every thing i've lost.
Oh, and they cant be exchanged for a different models (like in department stores refund or exchanged), if i dont like it.
The baby gonna stay weather i like it or not!
Weather she's naughty or nice,
weather she ugly or beautiful.
(all babies are beautiful and nobody will comment their child is ugly.
Nor i will allow anyone to, cause i will stab your eye with a fork.)
i meant it.
Hmm. Cant wait...
