I decided to do my story on how i found out about my pregnancy and of cause the birth story of faith's. There's a link on the side which you can press anytime.
When me and john got together after awhile, we was so madly in love that we decided one day that we shall have a baby. (Call that a rash decision)
So, we tried couples of times but everytime when i checked on the pregnancy kit always show negative, which was always a disappointment to both of us.
However one day, i felt sick(flu-like symptoms) and i felt really weak and weird.
So i decided to ask john (my hubs now) to buy a pregnancy kit back to check on it.
I GOT PREGNANT.
The thing about here is that, our relationship by then was quite falling apart alr and the baby came at the wrong time.
(As they said, the baby comes when least expected)
I felt so terrible and initally i wanted to abort away the child,
i know is cruel but when i thought of the long run,
the financial-wise, the freedom, our love.
I couldnt help but to worry thinking that keeping this baby was a mistake,
if i couldnt provide and give her the best,
why should i drag her down along with me?
So, i discussed with john..
He insisted on keeping the child.
But i was still insisting on aborting the child. (lol)
He actually dragged quite long to bring me to the 1st checkup.
By then, baby was alr 4 months old.
Aborting cost ard 3k+
But when i first saw my baby on the ultrascan,
i giggled and felt so happy..
BUT STILL, i thought of my parents and everything else,
i still wanna abort,
but in the end john couldnt fork out 3k
and the longer it took, the more i couldnt bear to abort the kid.
I told my parents when i was ard 5 mths and they were quite upset about it,
but my father told me that no matter what, i shouldnt have abort the child as it was a terrible sin.
My Mother was so upset that she didnt speak anything and keep telling me i could have a better life in future instead of now.
But still, they was so supportive of me!
I was so touched and i swear i will really treat my parents good.
i wasnt really a good daughter la in the past. (lol)
They was quite elated to see their grand-daughter and love her just as much as i do.
Well..Now she's here (thats another story)
Everything got better,
my r/s with john, my r/s with my parents.
Well, " have faith in love"
Thats my babygirl Faith Goh,
