Its been half a year since i had you.
And everything changed since then.
For the bad, for the good.
You've been such a wonderful girl, always so mellow and lighthearted.
Momma had a crazy life before you, if it wasnt for you, i'll be still somewhere frittering my life away and i wont be even be at home.
If it wasnt for you, momma doesnt know how much my parents love me.
You have brought such pride and joy with your ever cheeky smile, your attachment to me.
Everything about you is treasure.
I cant wait for you to take your first step, your first words and mostly i cant wait for the day when you can kiss me and say " mommy,i love you"
I cant wait sweetie.
I cant promise you a life of luxury, but i can promise you a life full of love.
I will be there for your first fall and your first heartbreak.. or when you thought the whole world turns back on you.
Momma's going nowhere.
You are the most incredible thing that ever happened to me.
I will hold you in my arms and stop all the lousy jerks from coming near to you.
I will sucker punch any boys who break your heart.
You are everything to me.
Even though at times when i felt extremely fatigued, that small glint in your eyes make me go on.
Love is a amazing thing, esp my love towards you.
Just Count on me honey.
i love you, x
with love,
your dearest momma.
